December twenty-second,
twenty-thirty-two, the very day
I turn seventy, you catch me
staring up into the night sky
watching for that dark chunk
of space coming to flatten a forest,
Bockscar a city, or just bullet by
through the silent, airless dark.
For my lucky seven decades
I have lucked out—not booked
that flight, not worked in that school,
not lived by those parched woods—
so after a card, a blown-out wish,
and one unwrapped gift, I’m out
scanning the sky and wondering
if my streak will hold, though
at seventy, I know no matter what
happens, it’s all over but the shouting.
