Something deep in her bones
tells her the ocean she is swimming in
isn’t really hers. She is only as strong
as her pod, so she opens her palms wide
to every stranger who she could call home.
She is as trapped as she is free. For every pectoral
fin slapping against the gulf stream there is a bottlenose
stuck in a fishing line, torn by boat rudders
or trapped behind plexiglass walls.
She knows the joy of splashing
with friends. No vapes or joints,
only edibles. She needs powerful lungs
to propel her body forward.
Her body is all that she has to protect herself from predators.
Her body is all she has. Home is her body
moving forwards, to what, she is unsure.
She communicates not in words
but in soft clicks. Rise and exhales through her blow hole,
feel the sun on her dorsal fin. She will always see herself
as a caged animal and will still do tricks for an applause
or maybe some chum. Dolphins used to have legs,
an ugly primordial thing like her and they grew to be beautiful.
Kayaking in the early dawn on the Indian River,
she will see a fin cut the water
and will think
yes, nothing else
could be this perfect.
