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I don’t know why we left at 11pm but we did, to drop David’s stepmother’s BMW for service in a city an hour away. David drove his car and I drove the BMW and she hadn’t gassed it up before she died so I stopped in the dark in San Felipe and fumbled with the gas cap, then searched the index of the owner’s manual for “gas cap,” then sent a text message to the man I hadn’t met yet who would become my second husband and I said, What is something you did today that you’ve never done before? It was an old game my family liked to play. And he texted back, I don’t know what you mean.